September 2010
“I say I’m not pretty. Not because I’m looking for attention or compliments, but...”
Warm summer nights, laughing so hard you can’t breathe, your smile, good hugs, driving with the window down listening to loud music, boost juice, nights out with friends, dancing in your bedroom, days at the beach, ice cream on hot days, your name at the top of text messages, personal jokes, good dreams, the feeling of sun on your skin, my bed on a cold night, finding a bargain, air...
“you eat, you’re fat. you don’t eat, you’re a freak. you drink, you’re an...”
Have you ever looked at yourself through a mirror and thought, “Wow, this is why no guy will ever like me”. Have you ever seen a picture of yourself with your friends and though, “Damn, I am ugly compared to any of them”. Have you ever looked at your siblings and wished that you got the ‘good’ genes instead? Have you ever gone through days or maybe even weeks where you didn’t eat anything at all...
Life is unfair. You put someone first who puts you second. You study your ass off for a final only to get a B in the class when you deserved an A. You give 110% to someone in a relationship when they only give 40%. You’re there for your best friend at 3am when they need it the most & the next day they don’t pick up their phone. You give something your all & sometimes get little...
and we waited to go to sacred heart together,
your walking towards a different journey and i have to let go of your hand.
confession.
madisonfoote:
i wanted summer to come so badly… that is, untill now.
